Being real

I want to clarify my mood today...and to tell you the truth...I am not even sure I know....I have reached the "I don't want to pack anymore," stage...and "I am just ready to get there." stage and the "not one more garage sale!" stage...I am a bit grumpy! Money is tight, I need a job...dread looking for one...alright...maybe I should just get all the grumps out in one blog and be done with it. I want to be real. My goal is to allow Jesus to live through me at all times, and many times I achieve that...but, there are days that Naomi takes over, and she gets worried, scared, frustrated, disappointed, discouraged, depressed...I appreciate God.....He didn't use the entire Bible to tell us about all of the great moments in the lives of His saints...He let us see that they were real! They were men and women that God dearly loved...who dearly loved God..but, they too got worried, scared, frustrated, disappointed, discouraged and depressed. So in counting my blessings today...and I have many....I want to thank God for making the Bible real.....and for using real people like me....to bring glory to His name!